I’m sick and tired of..myself!
Here comes some complaining guys..
1. I’m super lazy since I was umm, born? nah..but I’ve been lazy since I was a teenager
Which is pretty annoying..
'cause even though my body is lazy..my spirit is always hyper lol..and that's not coordinated!
2. i noticed that i don't eat when I’m happy..and lately I’ve been stuffing myself with anything you can call food or..smililar
3. Ok, so the "stronger" songs are not doing the trick..I can manage through the day but the nights..my god! Torture!
And I can hardly stop myself from getting off my bed and do what I’ve been stopping myself from doing the past week..no I’m not an addict..well, not to anything known to be addictive
4. I need to do something extremely crazy..pronto! I’m officially losing it! And I’d really appreciate suggestions..
5. I’m home..and as glad as I am to be with my family for the weekend..waking up in the morning and getting all the memories..i can't believe everything in my life was going perfectly smooth 2 months ago! Sometimes I can be such a pain in my own ass! ugh...
6. Even though I know I should've handled it differently? a part of me is very grateful I haven't and now I’m not sure which part is it..the part that wants the best for me? Or the self-destructive one? seriously..i'm my worst enemy..thats why I need help..don't leave me alone..i eat myself from the inside..slowly..
7. I usually go running..well, once a year? XD and they say exercising makes you happier..and since I can't swim yet. I’ll try that once I’m back to that ******** dorm.
8. I hate how I eventually turn my problems into motives..i don't know..that crap about me being a better person I guess..it's good I know..but I want to umm, screw up sometime and let it be screwed! Or screw it even more.
9. I hate people who start listening to rock/metal and start this whole theme of excessive black eyeliner, wearing black with some other stuff that won't match no matter what! and not washing their hair and putting lots of hair Gel on..Their whole freakin mentality changes! They’ll be like: I need drugs and I wanna die or worship Satan coz hey! I listen to death metal!
I mean seriosuly..wtf? Life is not a costume party people! Or is it? I don't know..but plz! Be original! For MY good!
10. I feel like I’m becoming more like my father eveyday..and I don't even have the right! i mean..if I was dad? I can do whatever I want and be excused..but this whole not practice what I preach is getting to me. I mean I know what's right from wrong -mostly- and I keep doing the wrong! Note: after I tell everyone else they should do the right thing!
I know! Evil!!! >.<
11. There is no eleven I just wanted to say that now I know my best friend's name. It’s Allen
11 comments:
Interesting,,,
I can help you with part four,
just hang one week with me, I think that will let every thing feel like nothing,,, :)
or am I just too crazy for you!!!
1st of all its nice that you now know that girls name.
2nd thing is im no help when it comes to such things, i think sensation and Abs would help alot in such field, as you can see am no help, but i know something when you are alone you go BANNANA so i think you need someone with you now , a best friend or a family member to help you out!
that wasnt good la. :)
you'll grow out of it..:)
RD that's what i'm looking for really..something too crazy! ^_^
thanx
Talal
hey there ^_^ welcome to my humble blog
well, as confusing as it might sound but i'm not sure if i'm really alone or doing this to myself..being alone that is..
la it was good ^_^ thanx man..and you have no idea how bad i wanna grow out of this :(
Then whn I come to Oman,,, I am going to show you,,,
The hidden parts of Muscat!!!
We sure ruined you >.<... <<< the boys.
now you swear alot Nella =P, hehe.. life as we all know is SHIT, HOWever, we can still have fun "lah" ;>.
just make sure you have fun, because really nothing worth it.
1. Who in the world isnt lazy. It's all in the mind chico.
2. does that mean you're sad?
3. what's songs got to do with you getting out of your bed?
4. How about jumping off a cliff? Come I'll help you.....I have strong hands to push u..
5. Can you give tips as to how o be a pain in one's own arse?lol...j/k
6. Same here dude, same here.
7. Go running everyday, the scenary outside, the fresh air, the burning lungs, the gasps for air, they'll all make u gay. Pronto.
8. Want a screwdriver?
9. How true! Arent they being racist by trying to be "black"?
10. Come again?
11. Hi to her again, I hate her too. Convey it to her. And hey where's 12?
RD we'll see about that =P
Phato-san LOL! Well, im kinda growing out of it..and I so hope it's nothing temporarily XD
hey..i really miss you..dumbo :(
Abs
1. you're saying that everyone is lazy? lol..my laziness is incomparable :P
2. omg..i can't believe you actually got that! You're smart man..real smart ;)
3. It's complicated..you're better off not knowing
4. i can't thank you enough man..not that you actually took the time to read this long post but you're also suggesting?
5. LOL!
6. ^_^
7. what does running have to do with being gay?
8. ok this is just too much! you Read a long post, posted a long comment, suggested and now you're offering me a screwdriver? Speechless really.. :P
9. umm, uhhh XD wha?
10. LOL! you are seriously better off not knowing..or else you might be needing that screwdriver back :P
11. done..she's not saying anything for 2 days now..wonder why..
12. here you go ^_^
You’re lazy and keep on eating a lot lately… How much do you weigh girl???…
I’ll give you my cure out of this shi…. Come with me horse riding its so much fun. By the way being lazy is not bad at all. You have to have that balance in the universe, lazy ppl like you and hard workers to feed you pamper you and cook for you extra extra extra…
Listen to hard metal music before judging them; I felt the same until I experienced it. It’s so much fun (CRAZY FUN)
LOL! i stop eating when I'm happy..luckily I'm not sad all the time..otherwise :P
being lazy is not that bad? hmmm, interesting theory you've got =P
I'd love to go horse riding! I'd die to..but my dad won't let me..sad :(
i do listen to metal..and i really like it but that whole image is a bit disturbing to me..that's why I'm judging :P you can listen but whats with the costumes? XD ugh!
thanx dear ^_^
SOMETHING CRAZY???????Well i recommend Pot-making:P!! Pot as in those vases typa things...personally i have never done it.but it looks fun!!!! have u seen the way they make them?? if not leme know!!..hahahahah no number 11xD...who's allen??
hey hon! ^_^
pot making? well, it's something i sure wanna try ..i think it feels good lol! but i want something that resembles pure craziness lol
Allen? well, check "again?" post ^_^
love you
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