when the balloon glided out my hand, where did it go?
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Drafts Vol.2 (22.7.2007)
"Oh Father... "
today, I'm sleeping over at my grandpa's ..
and I'm very excited 'bout swimming first thing in the morning ^_^
tonight, when i came down for dinner, my grandpa called me saying : hey um ****** lol, how are you? he placed his hand on my head and ruffled my hair, like a little girl..
i blushed since he never really did that to me before, and I'm 20 now.
it was mostly ear twisting when i was young xD
even though i was a quite girl, but like any other kid, i still did my share of stupid irresponsible things, and therefore got my share of ear twisting, lol.
but the thing is, when i thought about what he did, i started thinking of my father, and i realized..i never hug my dad..
like the other day we were out with mom, and when we came back, dad opened the door and one of my sisters came inside the house and just hugged him.
i felt so weird, and thought: when's the last time 'I' hugged him? how old was I? 10? ..or was I 9?
Monday, January 07, 2008
Drafts Vol. 1 (17/6/2007)
well, i was looking through my drafts in here. some of them were supposed to be published, i have no idea how did they manage to stay as drafts lol, i was even looking for this particular post through my blog, but i couldn't find it. i thought i deleted it by mistake or something, turns out i didn't.
anyhow..some of the drafts are interesting, so i decided to publish them.
"an Interesting Turn of Events"
the weather doesn't matter..
but it's just too damn hot!!
remember how i used to say, things in my life usually fall into place on their own and they sort themselves out just like that? well..they do!
apart from what my horoscope says..
well, if you're interested, my horoscope says that my love life is finally going well.., and if it meant me swearing off guys then it's right :p
back to things falling into place on their own..
#1: i had an amazing daughter mother day..there was no plan..i just saw her and hugged her and told her how much i miss her and all..and it happened on it's own! automatically.
of course i usually hug my mom but when it comes to telling her how i feel i get tongue tied and end up saying nothing.
later we had lunch together, shopped, talked, laughed and watched Pirates of the Caribbean 3 together! ^_^
#2: yes! i watched it! and as long as it was..i just didn't want it to end, and it's Orlando Bloom's fault as much as it's Johnny's!
bad boys are hot..but good ones are the ones to fall for *sigh*..
so 2 out of the 6 things i wanted to happen happened! now #3 is kinda silly lol..i wanted to have pizza from Pizza hut in Sohar..their pizza is just worth dying for! yum!! and we did ^_^ - we didn't die of course lol..we had the pizza xD - i thought we'll carry out and have it in the car on our way back..but then everyone felt like eating in, and we spent 2 hrs eating and having some good family quality time, knowing we won't be having any once we arrive, since my favorite aunt and her kids are staying with us, 'cause their house is out of electricity and water..thanx to Gonu -_-
it's even better they're here! cause things are triple fun when they're around..too Hectic for mom though hehe..
#4: now i was really worried about the cat..since I'm not only allergic to cats, but they just scare me lol
once we arrived i saw her..she looks exactly like Puss in Shrek..i don't think cats are cute, but this one stole my heart..it's strange and i still can't comprehend it..
anyways..she stole my heart from a distance lol..since i just scream if they get too close to me
this cat is just like a kid..she plays and plays until she's drained and then sleeps..soo kawaii!! (cute!!) and her playing mood is mostly hunting like a lioness lol, and she bites all the time!
she usually looks for anything that moves..and she also likes staring at the hamster (his name is grandpa xD) ..when we get grandpa out of his cage to wander around the place..she just looks at him and then moves around, but once we place him back in his cage, she gets captivated and stares at him for a very long while..lol weird
but whats even more weird is that after 2 hrs or so from us arriving..Kush was lying in the living room, acting lazy, with my family sitting there and watching Tv..i don't know how or why..but i just came down from upstairs..picked her up, hugged her and said: Kush! kawaii!! and then shook her gently..
you should've seen my family's jaws drop lol..if i was sitting with them and saw me holding that cat, my jaw would've dropped as well lol, seriously..
not to make it a very long and detailed entry..she adores me the most! I'm the only one who calls her and not get ignored! well, apart from mom and thats 'cause mom is the one who feeds her :p
#5: i swam! for 3 whole hrs..and it was amazing! i still need to swim and I'm going to today inshallah ^_^
it's been decided! I'll be swimming 4-5 times a week! yaaay!
#6: it was amazing riding with my lil aunt in her new hot Lexus ;)
and we went out 3 times in a 2 hours time! lol...was really nice, we even ran away from a suspicious looking bagger xD
that's all for now i guess..
oh! and regarding that exam i said I'll screw up..i screwed up alright! and i've got my grade to prove it..a shining D lol!
too long i know..bear with me..and if you can't, well..you can't!
anyhow..some of the drafts are interesting, so i decided to publish them.
"an Interesting Turn of Events"
the weather doesn't matter..
but it's just too damn hot!!
remember how i used to say, things in my life usually fall into place on their own and they sort themselves out just like that? well..they do!
apart from what my horoscope says..
well, if you're interested, my horoscope says that my love life is finally going well.., and if it meant me swearing off guys then it's right :p
back to things falling into place on their own..
#1: i had an amazing daughter mother day..there was no plan..i just saw her and hugged her and told her how much i miss her and all..and it happened on it's own! automatically.
of course i usually hug my mom but when it comes to telling her how i feel i get tongue tied and end up saying nothing.
later we had lunch together, shopped, talked, laughed and watched Pirates of the Caribbean 3 together! ^_^
#2: yes! i watched it! and as long as it was..i just didn't want it to end, and it's Orlando Bloom's fault as much as it's Johnny's!
bad boys are hot..but good ones are the ones to fall for *sigh*..
so 2 out of the 6 things i wanted to happen happened! now #3 is kinda silly lol..i wanted to have pizza from Pizza hut in Sohar..their pizza is just worth dying for! yum!! and we did ^_^ - we didn't die of course lol..we had the pizza xD - i thought we'll carry out and have it in the car on our way back..but then everyone felt like eating in, and we spent 2 hrs eating and having some good family quality time, knowing we won't be having any once we arrive, since my favorite aunt and her kids are staying with us, 'cause their house is out of electricity and water..thanx to Gonu -_-
it's even better they're here! cause things are triple fun when they're around..too Hectic for mom though hehe..
#4: now i was really worried about the cat..since I'm not only allergic to cats, but they just scare me lol
once we arrived i saw her..she looks exactly like Puss in Shrek..i don't think cats are cute, but this one stole my heart..it's strange and i still can't comprehend it..
anyways..she stole my heart from a distance lol..since i just scream if they get too close to me
this cat is just like a kid..she plays and plays until she's drained and then sleeps..soo kawaii!! (cute!!) and her playing mood is mostly hunting like a lioness lol, and she bites all the time!
she usually looks for anything that moves..and she also likes staring at the hamster (his name is grandpa xD) ..when we get grandpa out of his cage to wander around the place..she just looks at him and then moves around, but once we place him back in his cage, she gets captivated and stares at him for a very long while..lol weird
but whats even more weird is that after 2 hrs or so from us arriving..Kush was lying in the living room, acting lazy, with my family sitting there and watching Tv..i don't know how or why..but i just came down from upstairs..picked her up, hugged her and said: Kush! kawaii!! and then shook her gently..
you should've seen my family's jaws drop lol..if i was sitting with them and saw me holding that cat, my jaw would've dropped as well lol, seriously..
not to make it a very long and detailed entry..she adores me the most! I'm the only one who calls her and not get ignored! well, apart from mom and thats 'cause mom is the one who feeds her :p
#5: i swam! for 3 whole hrs..and it was amazing! i still need to swim and I'm going to today inshallah ^_^
it's been decided! I'll be swimming 4-5 times a week! yaaay!
#6: it was amazing riding with my lil aunt in her new hot Lexus ;)
and we went out 3 times in a 2 hours time! lol...was really nice, we even ran away from a suspicious looking bagger xD
that's all for now i guess..
oh! and regarding that exam i said I'll screw up..i screwed up alright! and i've got my grade to prove it..a shining D lol!
too long i know..bear with me..and if you can't, well..you can't!
I've drove myself insane..
"You're gone..
You're gone..
Baby you're gone"
You're gone..
Baby you're gone"
i never noticed this song has kissing sounds in the background before..wow..
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i've never felt this way before, not on the same day at least. feeling on top of the world and then hitting rock bottom all on the same day.
life is a rollercoaster afterall..
i need to vent a little.
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