Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Wedding Depression Season




Everyone is getting either engaged or married, and it's making me feel too single..not jealous, not envious, just..awfully alone. I thought I won't feel this way until..my birthday...or Valentine's maybe..

I feel like the ship has sailed and I'm still standing on the pier, hopelessly waiting for it to return.

Drawing a name in the sand over and over again, while the waves continue to stubbornly erase the traces my finger had left..


7 comments:

Maryam said...

Wait for it to happen. Kel shai fi wa8tah 7elo.

Firyal said...

i feel the same,, with more thoughts about who is going to hangout with me now and who's going to be there for me o kel 7ad is starting his own life with new people and everything,,
but i tell myself that kel shai fe waqtah 7elo and when someone starts to skwed from my life another one is akeed is coming.. and for me being lonely that's akeed not 7aqeqah and kel shai fe waqtah 7elow :)

Castelluca said...

Kitten and Firyal I'm not worried about it never happening, the idea of marriage is not even on my mind at the moment..it's just making me feel... alone.

-NonaIrNa- said...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... i kinda feel this kind of feeling right now, most of my bestie are going to married this or next year.. and i am absolutely single :((hiks

Anna said...

Sometimes being alone is the wonderful moment in this world. U can clearly listen to ur heart and goes by ur heart. Engaged or married doesn't ensure ur happiness. Arghh.. I've too pessimistic towards my past relationship life because i've hurt too much and being cheated too many times by so called 'promises of life'

Dr Roshan Radhakrishnan said...

sigh.. know how u feel. feel so lonely being the only one in a batch of docs alone .. everyone else married with kids.. what can I say ? Time will find the right person :)

Anonymous said...

Well the opposite of what your feeling is what I am feeling. I was married and now I am separated with a divorce pending. My wife didn't love me anymore, told me a few days before Christmas and has feelings for someone else. I have never been this heartbroken in my life....

10 years together... kids and all. So there is always an opposite side of the coin. Whats better? To have someone love you and you think your going to spend the rest of your life with them... only to have them crush your dreams and destroy your heart. Burning a hole in your soul...

I don't know. Right now I dont buy that its better to have loved and lost bullshit.