No talent No cry?

Well, I’ve been asked this question a few times..I always end up with an embarrassment smile..you could obviously tell the answer was NO..i guess it was written on my forehead.. but, the first time I was asked I was thinking really hard and came up with absolutely nothing..i said : no I don't think I have a talent..of course it kept me awake for a couple of nights tossing and turning and all that drama..
thinking how can someone be so damn useless hopeless and the "less" wouldn't stop up until i reached "pathetic" that’s when I shed a few tears..and fell asleep..

to the ones who know me you'd probably say: "NAH! you're not useless, hopeless,.......................pathetic!"
and to the ones who don't then i bet you are rolling your eyes with the thought "Geez, such a drama queen!"

well, how would you feel if you realized you're a good for nothing human being? won't you be acting drama queenish? won't you feel really hopeless, helpless, useless.......pathetic?

I’m a good for nothing human being and I do believe it.. well, let’s not exaggerate I think that to some extent XD

I have no talents..I’m anti-social, I’m not so good in almost everything. How can someone alive be so hopeless, helpless, useless.......pathetic you say?
Well, I don't really know if the reason is me living in my own invented Neverland with me being good in everything..or me being truly hopeless, helpless, useless.......pathetic made me live in my own invented Neverland!
Ugh again I’m confused!
Confusion = dead end..

Oh well, I guess I do feel a bit better sharing this with you..

Laters